this picture was on 2018, I really love volunteering work but during this Pandemic my family ask me to stop doing this activity. They afraid that I would get Covid-19 easily because I will meet a lot of people out there. yes, I feel sad but I respect their decision so what I can do is just giving money to help the needed through online. Doing volunteering work is not like working and would get paid but it is more than that. I feel happy even though I don't get paid. I earn happiness while see other people smile and they are appreciate what we give to them even it just a bread. I learn that money can't buy happiness but we can use money to help the needed. It is also give me support and motivation to fight with my mental illness, I need to alive to help more people out there. I trust that  when I help them, In Shaa Allah they will pray for me to Allah. Allah will reward me as well as I help with sincerely.